(Jacob and his mom Becky)In 1989 at Hermon Free Methodist church I did a baby dedication. I held this newborn in my arms and prayed a prayer of dedication. What made this special to me is that I also was dedicating my godson. A few years later I found out that I could never be a father and I remember how devastated I was with this info. That I will never be called “dad” I remember the emptiness.
Through the years, being part of Jacob life has be phenomenal. A year and a half ago I had the privilege of baptizing him and last year while I baptized Hannah, Jacob preach his first 10 minute sermon on baptism. Jacob has a calling on his life and it is great to have an influence in this young man’s life.
Jacob wanted to come with me on this trip. But, his parents felt it was too dangerous (you think so?)
I always say to my congregation “God can take your most painful experiences and make them into your greatest ministries.” In 1992, I was devastated to learn that I would never be a father (my greatest pain)… in 2006 being part of giving hope to little boys and girls whose parents were murdered. Can this emptiness I had become my greatest Joy? You bet…
A side note: all my god kids call me “daddy Kevin.” God is so good!!!
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Pastor Kevin: What an inspiration you are!!! You have made me want to not just be moved inside of my heart but to allow G-d to lead me in action. I cannot even comment on your deep pain of not having children as I don't think that I have any such words to convey the proper empathy. But I will say have experience with that type of pain and how it tears you apart. But G-d has and will continue to give you immeasurable strength. And you are right, your greatest pain G-d will fill with great joy as you are going to give these beautiful children such hope. I see G-d using you to do His will. What a blessing. G-d bless you and keep you safe always!
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